We got our second dept exam results in Chem 31 this morning. I was really expecting a higher score than my first exam because I really studied our lessons. But... When I saw my exam results, the first thing that I felt was... Disappointment... Then depression.

I did my best! I prayed! I studied! I did not cram! But I still got a low score! Lower than my first exam! It's unfair!!!

But after a while, I learned to accept the fact na mababa talaga score ko. I can't do anything about it. Kahit magdamag ako magmukmok, I cannot change the fact that I failed our second exam. Andun na yun eh. Recorded. Hindi na mababago. The least I can do is to accept my fate and to do better, MUCH BETTER, next time.

I know God has a reason why He lets certain things happen. I know He has a reason why he let my exam results be that way (grammar?). Maybe He is just teaching me something.

And I think I know what it is.

Finally! I now have my SmartBro connection! And believe me... Internet browsing had never been this fun! Sobrang bilis... As in...

Thank you, Lord! =)

Watched Sayaw Manila 4 last Saturday, January 26. Required kami manood so sinamantala ko ang pagkakataon na gamitin pang-detoxify ang dance concert. I also invited Eph para na rin macelebrate (kahit papano) ang 43rd monthsary namin kahit belated.

After the "dance concert", napag-isip-isip kong i-hone ulit ang aking dancing skills. Sayang eh. Nangangalawang lang sa isang tabi. May talent naman eh. Hehe. Nakakainspire kaya. =)

It's been a while since I last posted a blog entry here in my blogspot site. I've been having difficulties connecting to blogger because I'm only using my Smart load for me to be able to access the internet (grammar? don't care!).

Anyway, I've been really busy this past few weeks. Exams come... And exams go (it's a good thing, you know. That exams go.)... Weekly report sheets (this means weekly headaches... because of the worksheets/written reports and because of her. Argh! Don't you have a printer at home?! Why do you need to send me EVERYTHING! WTF?! I'm starting to become a monster... All because of you.). Field trips (one in Hundred Islands, one in Mt. Banahaw). Symposiums. Lakwatsa days (a way of detoxifying.). Dates. LQs. LQs. And LQs.

Please do consider me. Hay. Selfish. Selfish. Selfish. You are so selfish. Sometimes, people are so selfish.

If that's what you want, I'll give it to you. >=(

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On the lighter side... I've been really happy this past few days/weeks. First, I have my very own laptop. And mini USB flash disk (1GB). We have a new PURE Shih Tzu. I'll go to Hundred Islands sometime in February. I'll have my SmartBro connection in two to three days. Everything is just so perfect! Excluding Y-O-U (I think you know who you are.). Ok I'll stop.

So... The point of this blog entry is... Count your blessings. Nako naman. Sa 29 days ng January, ilang beses akong nainis, nairita, nagalit, everything na negative! But if I just focus on the negative side of life, walang mangyayari sa akin. Might as well dwell on the positive and count my never-ending blessings.

And believe me... WISHES DO COME TRUE. Even if it may seem impossible.

Just continue to wish/dream... Just continue to pray... Just continue to do something... Just continue to have faith... Just continue to believe. =)

finally. my most awaited day came.

DETAILS (my multiply contacts only)

had so much fun. nakauwi ako ng between 11:15-11:30 pm. pinakalate ko na uwi so far (na mag-isa ako). but ok lang. once lang naman magcentennial ang UP eh. hehe. kaya pagbigyan. Ü

the fireworks are soooo unbelievable. best fireworks display i've ever seen. the best. i loved it so much. sa mga hindi nakapag-attend, you missed half of your UP life. hahaha! minsan minsan lang ang centennial kick-off ng UP. di na yan mauulit. Ü

for more pictures, click here

it was my turn to treat my friends for lunch! because my birthday had no classes, i decided to make libre to them once classes resumed. so we ate at aristocrat, watched desperadas, and then sang at gbox. i had a lot of fun! =)

Christmas eve. my mom was not around because she has work kahit Christmas. so she was not with us nung Christmas eve. good thing, ang work niya ay from 4am up to 2pm so after her work on the 25th, umuwi siya tutal day off niya naman kinabukasan. but Christmas was still not felt by yours truly because... i don't know. we were not complete nung Christmas eve?

2 days before my birthday. eph and moi went shopping! i decided to have my haircut but sad to say, i was not satisfied with my new hairdo. hay. i will never come back to **** ****. never. i wanted to buy USB pero hindi 100% na gusto. that's why i decided not to buy it. from now on, hindi ko bibilhin ang isang bagay unless gustong gusto ko ito para no regrets sa pamimili.

my 18th birthday. nag-absent mom ko (how sweet) sa work because it's my birthday. nakakatawa nga eh. my mom, dad, and moi were sleeping in one room (actually, they were sleeping because i am very much awake at nanonood ng THE OC), tapos ako lang ang naghihintay na mag12 midnight to greet myself a very happy birthday. tapos biglang nagising mom ko and she said "bakit hinihintay mo mag12? eh around 6am ka pa pinanganak?" then she gave me something. isang regalo na nakabalot sa bond paper. eh. alam ko yung regalo na yunteka. yun ba yung cd case na bigay sa akin ni chellie from sing? loka loka talaga mom ko. Ü pagbukas ko, yun nga. then parang may something pa sa loob. nako. lalagayan ng salamin. tapos may something pa. isang *********!!! hehehe. ayun yung pinag iipunan ko na ***** for my sun sim. hehehe. thanks mom and dad! tapos kumain kaming tatlo at uminom ng champagne. I AM NOW LEGAL! then nung lunch, kumain kami nila eph, mom and dad sa partyland. Ü then we watched SAKAL, SAKALI, SAKLOLO (second time around. napanood na namin ni dad 2 days ago yun eh).

New Year's Eve. my mom was not with us. again. she has work. pero mas nafeel ko ang new year kaysa Christmas. nagpaputok dad ko. (it's an irony because my dad said nung nanonood kami ng fireworks, "ang daming nagsunog ng pera" haha!).

so paano ko ba icloclose ang entry na ito? ah alam ko na. ipopost ko na lang ang first ever picture ko this 2008. hahahaha!!!