Weird:
When I was young (I mean, still a kid), I always wanted to be called by my second name (Lovely) because I think that my first name (Christine) is not suitable for my age. I thought that Christine was a name for people older than me then that's why every time I introduce myself, I use Lovely. I sometimes get irritated when my teachers call me Christine because that's the first name that they see when they read my name.But now that I'm a lot older (but I'm still young), I find myself questioning myself why on earth did I let people call me Lovely. I'm starting to like my first name. I now want to be called CHRISTINE; not Lovely because I now think that the name Lovely is for little girls and is now not suitable for my age.So I told myself that next time I'll meet new people, I'll introduce myself as Christine. =)
Weirder:I'm excited to go to school. I'm excited to learn new things. I'm excited to sit in classrooms again.Maybe the reason is it will be a new experience for me. It's my first time to wander around CAS without my usual companions. It's my first time to mingle (if time will allow me) with my batch mates. It's my first time to eat lunch without my barkada.Maybe another reason is because I know the subjects I'll take well. I'm aiming for exemptions (it's not impossible!).Whatever the reason may be, all I can say is that I'm really excited to go to school, to study in UPM, and to sit in CAS' classrooms, again.
Weirdest:I just had the weirdest dream last night. I dreamed that I ran from the church where Eph and I will get married because I'm not yet ready to marry him. Worst, I went to my male high school classmate's dorm because I was having a secret relationship with him for quite sometime. We escaped from the people who were trying to catch me. We ran and ran and there was an earthquake na halos gumiba sa buong dorm niya.Then I woke up.That dream was really weird. Why on earth would I run from my marriage with Eph? And the church where Eph and I was supposed to get married is a Catholic church (we are both Born Again Christians) so that is really... impossible. And of all people, why my male high school classmate whom I don't really find attractive/cute/handsome? Waaaaaah!!!Labels: dreams, realizations
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Full of...
Full of:
1. Chocolates. My stomach is full of chocolates. This is what I get when 2 of my aunts and my uncle come here in Pampanga all at the same time. Chocolate overload. I don't know what chocolate will I eat first.
2. English words. Nose bleed. Nose bleed. Nose bleed. This is what I get when my grandfather's brother and sisters all live in English speaking countries/states/whatever (Dubai, San Fran, Detroit) then come here in the Philippines talking to us in English. So that means, I have to answer in English. They can still speak and understand Tagalog but, you know,
iba pa rin ang English para sa mga balikbayans.
3. Dots.
'Yung pinanggalingan ng needles? Just had my blood screening for HBSAG and anti-HBS yesterday. I also had my anti-flu vaccination yesterday. 3/4 of the syringe was (?) filled with my blood. Argh. But I did not feel any pain while they were extracting (?) my blood.
4. Experiments. My mind is full of organic chemistry experiments. I have to study for my June 2 exam. Please pray for me.
5. Happiness. I'm really really happy! My uncle just told me that he will leave a digicam here so that I can use it! Yey! I was planning to save up to buy myself my own digicam. But God made a way! I don't have to save for it! (But I'm still saving for a new cellphone. My Sony phone really drives me nuts). As of now, I'm not yet using the digicam. But I'm using my uncle's movie cam/video cam.
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Cosme.
It's a shame. I just learned na isa ang Pampanga sa mga provinces na signal#2 dahil sa bagyong Cosme nung Saturday night. Good thing Cosme is now far from us.I was ignoring the frequent brown outs that we were experiencing this past week because I thought, it was nothing. Maybe PELCO are doing something to improve their services. I also was ignoring the frequent rains, and also the strong winds. Yes, I know that there is a typhoon (or storm? Which word is suites Cosme more?) named Cosme but I never realized how much damage it did until yesterday.WOW. Zambales is... a disaster. Grabe. One died (as of yesterday afternoon while I was watching the news) and around 7000 families were affected because of Cosme. And phew! Grabe ang bayan ng Sta. Cruz sa Zambales. P150 000 000 daw ang estimated na damage that Cosme caused.It's really a shame because I was clueless... I should be more aware of what's going on.I guess I'll watch the evening news later (to update myself).**Because of Cosme, we didn't get to watch the dog show that we were really looking forward to for over a month last Saturday. Awwww. I don't know if the show pushed through. **Labels: info, issues, realizations
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Time to cut back.