While searching for a picture of Xestospongia (for my bio lab manual), I saw this picture:


Xestospongia sa Chem. Xestospongia ng Bio hanap ko! Hay!

Maybe Chem noticed that I'm too focused on Bio kaya nagpapansin. Hahaha!

Ito pa isa... Hydra:

Nako naman, Lord. Help me. Hahaha. May exam pa ako bukas.

Right now - with her dark hair tangled and wild around her pale face, wearing a threadbare t-shirt full of holes with tatty sweatpants, her features relaxed in unconsciousness, her full lips slightly parted - she took my breath away. Or would have, I thought wryly, if I were breathing.

- Edward Cullen, Midnight Sun Chapter 5

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I'm starting to panic. As the sem comes to an end, one should expect that hell weekS will try to hinder your joy and excitement for sembreak. I am 100% sure that I will be taking the finals. No doubt. I know God will help me. I'm just a bit "overwhelmed" (if overwhelmed is the right word to describe what I'm feeling) with the things I have to do.

Sept30 - Bio22 lab 4th exam
Oct2 - tarp submission and lab manuals
Oct3 - extempo speech
Oct7 - Bio22 lec 4th exam
Oct10 or 11 - Chem31 4th exam

* 2 more finals and 1 removals pa *

I'm really not nervous with my upcoming extempo speech because I will be talking about the things I learned during my first 2 years in college. My speech will be very close to my heart. I just want to share what are the things I learned and I want my classmates to learn from my experiences. I don't know if it will be a "farewell speech" or a "welcome speech (sa proper)".

Basta, bahala na si God. Let Your will be done.

" ... The only thing he's [pertaining to Edward] not strong enough to do is stay away from her [Bella] ... "

- Alice Cullen, Midnight Sun, Chapter 4

Bella is one lucky girl. Edward... where art thou??? =P

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Is love enough to make our relationship work?

Is love enough to withstand all the difficulties we're facing and we'll be facing?

Is love enough to make it last a lifetime?

Is love enough?

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But I was not ready to let this conversation end. The little V between her eyes, a remnant of her sorrow, bothered me. I wanted to smooth it away with my fingertip. But, of course, I could not touch her. It was unsafe in so many ways.

- Edward Cullen, Midnight Sun, Chapter2

I didn't plan on reading Midnight Sun because I don't want to read and be bitin because Stephenie Meyer will delat the release of Midnight Sun. But still, I downloaded the copyrighted version of Midnight Sun from stepheniemeyer.com and saved it.

It's been weeks since I downloaded Midnight Sun but I just read the first chapter.

I'm downloading Charice Pempengco and Celine Dion's duet now in YouTube and I find it really slow (the downloading, I mean). So I decided to read chapter 2 of Midnight Sun while waiting for the video to load completely.

WOW. I wish that Stephenie Meyer will continue to write Midnight Sun and release it. For me, it's better than Twilight. Chapter 2 pa lang, kilig na. =) I'm having fun reading Edward's feelings towards Bella. It's fun reading Edward's point of view.

I really wish that Midnight Sun will SOON be published. =)

** Just another random entry. **

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Your Emoticon is Sad

You're feeling a tad depressed right now. It will likely pass soon, but for now, you need some major cheering up!

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After my exam in Biology, I went home immediately. Habang nasa 2nd jeepney ako, narinig ko ang usapan ng mga students with their "kuya" (they keep calling him kuya).

Girl: Kuya, alam niyo ba, si Jennifer, sinabi sa kabilang team na ang cheerdance natin may sayaw (heller, cheerdance nga eh). Sinabi niya din ano costume natin at kung magkano. Nakakainis.
Kuya: Ah ganoon ba? Ginaya ba ng kabilang team ang sayaw natin?
Girl: Hindi! Pero siyempre, gagayahin na nila yun, di ba.
Kuya: (umiiling at nakangiti)
Girl: Dapat paalisin na sa grupo yang Jennifer na yan!
Other classmates: OO NGA!

Ok, I can't help but smile. Pero tumalikod ako sa kanila. And I know the reason why their "kuya" smiled.

The girl was making a big deal out of their cheerdance. As if it means the world to her. Napangiti ako kasi naisip ko yung times na high school pa ako. Back when I was still that girl. Nung ganoon pa ang takbo ng isip ko. Nung big deal na sa akin ang trivial things like that.

Napangiti ako kasi nahihiya ako sa sarili ko. Hahaha. Ganito pala ang feeling ng nakakarinig sa akin noon. Ganito pala ang pakiramdam. Nakakatuwa pala ako noon pakinggan.

Napangiti ako dahil narealize ko how much I've changed since high school. I can say that I matured. Dati, trivial things, hindi na ako mapakali. Ngayon, trivial things, nagpapasalamat ako dahil trivial lang. Mas madaming kailangang isipin, problemahin.

Dati, panggagaya ng kabilang grupo sa cheerdance namin, pinoproblema ko na. Ngayon, ang exams ko ang pinoproblema ko (I hope you get the idea).

On the other hand, napangiti ako dahil naalala ko how competitive I am when I was still in high school (even in elementary). I always "reach for the stars". I always want to be on top (which is, not a bad thing because healthy competition naman to improve myself ang ginagawa ko noon). And hindi ko lang basta gusto, ginagawa ko ang lahat para makuha ko gusto ko.

But when I entered college? The drive to compete died. Hindi lang naman sa ibang tao ang competition pwede mangyari. Pwede din yun mangyari sa sarili. My drive to prove something to myself died. Nawalan ako ng gana sa lahat. Pagkatapos, nung nangyari pa ang mga nangyari, lalo pang nag-add sa pagkamatay ng competitive attitude ko yung mga pangyayari.

Sa loob ng halos 15mins na nasa 2nd jeepney ako, naisip ko lahat ito. Bigla kong naisip ang lahat nang ito. Wala na ito sa isip ko dati. Binabalewala ko. Ngayon ko lang ulit ito na-entertain (yan minsan ang gusto ko 'pag nag-iisa ako. nakakapag-isip ako).

Competition is not bad. Just make it healthy. And if you fail, don't be sad. At least you know you tried to do your best because you competed. Failing will just give you the reason to try to do your best. As in BEST.

Maybe competition is the word that I've been lacking these past few years. Competition with myself.

Will it change things? I don't know.

Maybe. Maybe not.

Bahala na si God.

Let His will be done. Alam Niya naman ginagawa Niya.

** Pasensya na. My thoughts are scattered while writing this entry. Hinayaan ko lang magtype ang mga daliri ko. Blinog ko lang ito just for the sake of sharing what I think. Wala lang. So sorry kung may mga maling grammar. Nagmamadali na ako. Hahaha. Ang dami kasing thoughts na gusto ko i-type kaya nagmamadali ako. Hindi ko na rin chineck itong entry na ito kaya kung may typo man, bear with me. Hehehe. **

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I can't help it! I'm so proud of Eph! Finally! The moment you've been waiting for... God is so good. =)

You're officially a chef. =)

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I've been canvassing lots of mobile phones for the last months because my SE W710i is giving me lots of headaches. My current mobile phone is slowly "dying". It started with the camera, then games, then now... uhm, I don't know what's next. I don't want to know what's next. I don't want to experience what's next. And that's the reason why I'm looking for a new mobile phone to replace it.

I'm not a techie person. But I am fickle minded. If you'll notice, almost every week, I keep changing the model of the mobile phone that I want to buy in my "wishlist for 2008" section. It's because I keep on finding the "right" mobile phone for me.

I sometimes want to buy a phone that has all the features one can want; I sometimes want to buy a very simple phone. But now, I made up my mind. I'm going to settle sa isang simpleng mobile phone. In the first place, the reason why I need a cellphone is for communication. Hindi para pampayabang.

Anyway... I found Motorola KRZR K3 while I was window shopping with Eph. We both fell in love with it. We even went back to Motorola just to touch the phone. Hindi latest model ng Motorola ang Motorola KRZR K3. It was released last year. So natabunan na siya ng ibang bagong phones pagdating sa features. But I don't care. I'm in love with this phone... So I'm blinded by it's weaknesses. Hehehe.



And gaya nga nang sabi ko, the main reason why I need/use a mobile phone is because of communication; hindi pampayabang. So I guess, Motorola KRZR K3 is the best for me.


Now all I have to do is save to buy this phone. So help me God. =D



** Taking a break from studying. Gosh, it will be Eph's graduation after a few hours. I think I'll look like a zombie on his graduation day. Argh. **

** Multiply is having problems! I can't access my inbox! I already reported it and they told me that they'll do their best to fix the problem. I guess it's because of the hurricane that hit their office. **

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Winter solstice na daw sa September 23! Expect longer nights, people! Yey! Pasko na. I mean, malapit na. Something to look forward to. I'm turning 19!!! My last "teen" year. =)

I saw this picture sa front page ng Philippine Star...


101 turtles... dead. Because of something illegal.

I'm an animal lover. So when I saw this, I was really really really sad. Why can't people take care of animals the way they take care of themselves? God also created them so I think it is right to care for them. Is animal cruelty really rampant now? How sad. How unfair. How depressing.

Just like us, animals have feelings. They also get hurt, physically and emotionally. So please, in our own little way, let's help save animals. They are God's gift to us. Let's love them. It's the least we can do. ='(

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The worst way to welcome the start of -BER months is to get sick.

I have a cold since last Monday (September 1) night. I hate getting colds. It makes my head ache.

Dalawang linggo nang hindi naglalaba labandera namin. We don't even know what happened to her. She just never came. So that means, tambak na labada niya. Tambak na damit na kailangan kong labhan. I did not wash my clothes last week when she didn't come because I thought she was just sick and she'll come this week. But I was wrong.

So I had no choice but to wash my clothes. Imagine gaano kadami 'yung nilabhan ko because naipon nga ng 2 weeks, di ba. I'm not feeling well but I had to wash my clothes kundi wala na akong isusuot. Lalong lumala sipon ko. And I ended up having a flu.

Lord, I know You're my Healer. You will heal me. And I know that this is not MY cold nor MY flu. This is Yours. Nung napako Kayo sa krus, dinala niyo na ang sakit ko doon.

Buti na lang I have no exams this week. Panel discussion nga lang on Friday. Gulp.

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